My boyfriend Tristan had been real important to me. He wasn't my first boyfriend exactly, but he was the first one I felt totally comfortable with. Even though I was young, and I still am very young..I felt that I might even marry him. I was so wrapped up in him that I had such an idiotic idea. Now I feel so stupid when I look back on it.
I went to an AAR concert with him, my best friend Tara, and his friend Justin (who Tara had been dating at the time). I lost Tristan and the rest of them somehow, and I finally did find Tristan. I found him with my best friend. I don't want to say 'I found my best friend and boyfriend making out'..Because it sounds so..I don't know how to explain. It sound so ugly. If you get what I mean by that. I mayb not want to say it, but it's what happened.
I stopped talking to them two of them not so long after the incident. This happened a little while back ago and I thought I was over it, but now with them trying to re-enter my life, I feel like it's happened all over again.